Swim: 1:01.08
T1: 4:13
Bike 5:50.56
T2: 3:27
Run: 4:22.10
Overall - 11:21.55,8
place overall: 899
age group: 82
So all things considered preparation had gone well. No mishaps, and
after a successful 15 hour drive leaving early morning Wednesday, we
(myself, James and Chris - two first time ironmen) arrived Wednesday
evening at my brothers house about 25km from Zurich. Sorted the bikes
out and went for a 2 hour spin on Thursday, had to change cassette on
the wheels i borrowed from Kev, and after a swim in the lake on Friday,
nothing Saturday it was time to race.
During the previous 2 weeks i had regualrly been getting 10 hours
sleep and felt like I was very rested. This time I had no nerves in
the run up to the race, I spent most of my time making sure James and
Chris werent panicking, and felt at home (having spent lots of time in Switzerland at my brothers I guess it kind of is). As such I hadn’t
given much thought to my actual race. I knew my strategy, but I suppose I
just hadnt had time to actually sit quietly and think about it. As a
result I got almost no sleep the night before since it was all I could
then think about. Perhaps a 3 hour doze. Up at 3am for breakfast. Ive
not slept much before other races, and it doesnt seem to make a
difference. Adrenaline seems to carry you through.
I had not had any caffeine for 2 weeks previously and made a pot of
literally nuclear coffee as I woke up. A bowl of fruit salad, and
apple, a banana, peanut butter and honey wholemeal bagel and 3 pots of
rice pudding with honey. Can of red bull in the car over, and half a
lucozade, the rest watered down, and taken to sip during prepping for
transition.
After I had pumped the tyres and set everything out, (its an open
tranistion at CH) I got a(nother) coffee and wandered down to the swim
start to have a look around, listening to my ipod in my own little
world. I felt very calm and felt the race was going to go well. Got the
wetsuit on and wandered down to the swim start.
I had planned on wearing compression socks during the bike and run,
but at the expo had bought some compression calf guards instead to save a
little more time. I was wearing these all morning, and when i started
to jog and jump around as I made my way down to the swim my calves did
feel tight. As I got into the water to splash around and warm up a
little, I felt like both my feet were starting to cramp (oh shit!).
I’ve NEVER had this before, and only cramping at swimming if I’ve run
earlier in the day. Wanting the swim to go well, this was NOT good.
Realising there was little I could do about it with only a few minutes
before the start, I just ignored it (it must have been just lactic from
jumping up and down)
Swim start, as we all lined up on the beach i felt some nerves come
over me. Here it was, the public goal of a 1 hour swim, I knew I was
capable of it, just time to execute now. I’ve done the training, no
problem. I decided to position myself much more central this time, but
towards the left of the middle (next to the ’women only’ start area).
This was with the thinking that I would probably be swimming faster than
the ladies who werent wanting to go in with the main field and if it
got ugly, and even if wasnt swimming faster than some of them, i could
head out in their direction where it wouldnt be so aggressive.
Right to the front of the start and off we went. I swam hard, and
didnt come across any rough and tumble for the first straight, couldnt
find many feet, but knew there would be some soon. Pushed again and got a
thwack round the head as I rounded the buoy (it didnt knock my goggles
off and was the only physical contact I encountered). I found some
reasonable feet and settled down. Along the straight into the island
turnaround on the first lap a gap of about 10m had opened up infront of
the person i was drafting. Do i? dont I? I felt good and wanted to be in
that pack for the second lap, its now or never - so i went for it. 30s
of pushing, im about half way across, ugh this is hard work im thinking.
Pushed again and just as i was thinking this would be too much, someone
swam alongside me and was trying to bridge the gap also. I latched onto
their feet as they came past, and although they didnt quite make the
gap, they got me close enough. Onto the island 28.30 (ish by my watch -
not what my splits actually were)......hmm I knew the second lap was 200
m longer - the hour isnt on the cards at the moment.
Shit, I thought - but ive been pushing the pace, and swimming fairly
aggressively, is it just a long course or am I just not up to it. my
perceived effort was that of IM UK 70.3 easily. Anyway, I ran and dived
in, and the pack had thinned across the island. Found some more feet
but I could tell he wasnt moving fast enough, hmm. I looked around,
noone close - I didnt want to do any work so sat with him and thought
about what to do. If I push any more I could ruin the race, its a long
day. Then (luckily) this guy came mowing past. He was definitely on the
go and it only took him a few metres to move past. Not to look a gift
horse in the mouth I latched onto his feet but I had to work to stay
with him. But he was chewing up the other swimmers. These were some good
feet. I stayed with him all the second lap. Amusingly, the times i got
to close and brushed his feet, he kicked hard, to lose me. It only made
him go faster. It was like whipping a horse, except i was tickling
someones feet. It made me chuckle.
Coming out of the water, on my watch was 1 hour and 58 seconds. Hmmm
again. My watch didnt tally with either of my times so dont relly know
what was going on there. I am however not disappointed (well i am that i
didnt get the time), but I honestly dont know how I could have safely
gone much quicker, maybe if I’d found a draft earlier on the first lap -
who knows. Ill try again at Outlaw.
Out onto the bike, and kevs 808s felt smooth, light and gooooood.
22mph feeling easy all the way along the first 30km. then into the
rolling section. I was just holding back and concentrating on eating.
Felt comfortable and no aches or pains. Decided to time getting up the
beast (13 mins 37 seconds) and then back onto the lake out round to
hearbreak hill where lotte and my family and friends were waiting. What a
buzz, the atmosphere is awesome. Purely because it was so much fun,
and just about short enough, i kicked up a couple of gears and powered
up the hill absolutley loving it. Pushed the HR up a bit though!!
Second lap I tried to concentrate and just maintain my effort,
pushing in the last 1/3rd if I felt good. A quick loo stop at one
station and up the beast again, (13 min and 30 seconds). There is a
misleading climb after the beast that isnt named, having cycled the
course before I knew it was there, and paced myself on the first lap.
The second time however, in passing over some nuun to an RAF chap who
had been suffering with cramps, I dropped my last gel, and so didnt have
any to take after the beast for about 40 mins, and only water in my
bottles. I eased back and took 2 bananas, 2 powerbars, 2 gels, and some
cola at the next stop and had a good feed. There is an awesome downhill
section on each lap and both times i hit 75kph. I felt much better
and down along the lake and round to Heartbreak hill for the last time i
dug in. (N.B. there was in general an HORRENDOUS amount of drafting on
this course, lots were getting penalised which is good, but lots were
BLATANTLY drafting, quite shocking really. I dont really understand it)
Came off the bike and as i left t2 there was 7 hours cumulative time
on the clock (or thereabouts). Ok so here is where it all begins to get
serious. I had run consistenly since 70.3, about 3 x a week, and my
longest run since then was just over 1 hour (once), everything else had
been 30-45 mins easy. Anyone with sense would tell me to expect nothing
from the run.
I held it back fairly steady on the first lap, getting used to the
rather complex looping switchbacky run course. Lotte was telling me
everything i wanted to hear, ’keep it steady, stay focused, you know how
to do this’. My rather excited, but equally well meaning family werent
quite as constructive, with my grinning mother sitting there with a sign
saying PUSH! with Andy written underneath. Maybe later. Unfortunately,
lotte and my family do all know what I’m like though, and knew that I
knew that 11 hours was on the cards. On the cards, but Ive never run 4
hours before, let alone in an IM marathon. However, id taken 1 hour 10
off my bike time, 15 mins off my swim time, and about 20 minutes off my
tranistions so far, so why not take 15 mins off my 4.15 run from bolton,
that was undulating after all, and I’m a much better athlete than I was
then!!
I had said to myself and Steven (coach) before the race, that I’d
enjoy myself if I went for it, so I suppose I had already made the
decision then (to go for a time). Its arguably the WORST thing you can
do to yourself in an Ironman, especially when i have little or no
training to back up the attempt.
Anyway, I felt ok on the first lap, and started to push a little, but
only a little on the second lap. I wanted to get every lap faster than
the last. I probably should have just tried to negative split from half
way, or more sensibly still just see where i was with 10k to go and see
what I had left, but I didnt want to lose touch with the 11 hour target.
The first lap was shorter, so although the second lap was slightly
slower, the laps were all the same from there on in, and i had in
fact run it at a slightly quicker pace. Ok I knew it was going to start
to hurt from there on, but its only pain, thats all it can do, hurt. I
know how to dig deep if nothing else. As I started the 3rd lap, Lotte,
my brother and everyone had been closely monitoring my times, they knew i
was close and Lotte said ’you can still get 11 hours but you are going
to have to push’ (where was my mum with her sign now!?) I started to
kick on, but about half way round the 3rd lap, I couldnt take anything
on, even water made me sick. I tried some soup, that made me feel better
(real food). But I didnt feel well at all, not a sickness in the sense
of bloatedness, but just very weak, and extremely sick, I felt like i
was slowing up and by the end of the 3rd lap, I knew that my legs didnt
have what it took to keep going at that pace.
I switched off the moaning, and remained rational. Jsut as you can
always feel worse, you can also start to feel better. I just carried on
running even though I knew I was slowing and wanted to see how it
played out. I didnt even know that finishing the 3rd lap i had actually
gone a little faster again was still on for it. It just didnt feel like
it was there. The run walk strategy became hard, and despite essentially
running completely on ’empty’, I promised myself I wouldn’t walk except
the aid stations. I mean why WOULD you walk? it is a race after all
;-) (plus oli would probably take the piss)
What made it worse, was during the turnaround, about 3 or 4km into
the last lap I had by now completely dropped out of contention with the
11 hour target. Although I knew it, and although they didnt want to show
it, it was obvious on the faces of everyone. It was a dark place and my
brother tried to sing a line from the transalpine song ’keep on
ruuuuunnniing!!!!!’ I ashamadely snapped at him and told him where to
shove it. saying ’not now’ after a bit of swearing. He was only trying
to help, and I immdeiately felt awful. This sort of race strips away
every layer and leaves you with your raw emotions. Its hard to not
become irritated by everything when things aren’t going well. He was
only trying to help, but he couldnt. I felt like I’d let everyone down
at this point, myself included. I had pushed too hard too early and was
now acting like a dick to top it off. I guess you have to keep pushing
though when you are aiming for a time. Even though it wasnt a time I
should have been aiming for. But I had made a decision to try and this
was the result. 1 bloody painful lap and me losing my temper. I carried
on running, (pretty slowly) but carried on. I just wanted it to end.
Lotte came across over to another bit of the course where there were
few supporters and gave me some more encouragement, she knew I was
broken, but said all the right things. I cant even remember what she
said. Outlaw was another thought that came into my head at this point. The thought of running another race two weeks later actually made me
feel physically ill (in an amusing way).
Im glad that I never stopped. I didnt need to keep running, but I’m
glad that I did. Its important for me to know that I had no excuses ’if
id carried on running i might have been close’. I wouldnt have been,
and I wasnt. Its great to know exactly how short I fell from my target
(regardless of how silly a target it was to impose) I couldnt have run
that last lap faster. I gave everything. In a strange way its
completely liberating to know that youve given everything even if its
not enough. It makes everything more simple. Next time Ill simply have to
try harder. When I finished my last Ironman I felt emotional and
wanted to cry (i didnt obviously, because im tough etc etc) but running
down the chute this time, I didnt even feel anything. If i can describe
it, I was emotionally completely exhausted. The catcher asked me if i
felt ok, I said no. I felt so sick.
I went out thorugh the food tent, tried to drink some water, and
didnt want to put it in my mouth. Tried the same with coke, the same
result. I wasnt responding to people talking to me properly. Bumped
into Nick Mills who has finished strong, and asked him about his race,
he seemed happy which was great. I wasnt very responsive. I apologised,
and collected my bag, and took it out to my parents, and decided i
needed some sort of help. I stumbled back round to the finish line to a
helper and said ’where is the medics tent’ he turned to see me and said
’oh shit’ and carried me to the medical tent. All I remember them then
saying as i walked in was ’Rot, Rot, Rot!’ Which means Red. Hmm,
slightly concerning. My blood pressure was low, and they put me on a
drip. Didnt feel much better, but after another i started to do so.
Somehow, I managed get up from the bed an discharge myself and get a
shower and a massage. I still hadnt eaten anything, but eventually
forced down a protein shake and some chips and a plate of pasta, and
some more chips, and a bratwurst (I dont need to feel THAT well to eat
apparently). I apologised to my brother.
So yeah, looking at my time (which isnt the important thing) I
finished with a 92 ish minute personal best, which i suppose is good.
(It IS after all a faster course) Perhaps Ill be able to get sub 11 next
year if i do another Ironman then. I wasnt THAT far off taking into
account run endurance. I know how to pace myself, my nutrition may have
gone slightly wrong. but im improving still.
I am now 100% keen for Outlaw, 1 hour swim!!!!!! 1 hour SWIM!!!! ahhhhhh!!!!
I love how the body forgets pain.